Hello world,
I managed to steal my dads iPad, so forgive me if there's retarded mistakes and spelling errors. This device was not made for blogging. I know there's an app for this but God help me, I can't download it due to this piece of trash being password protected. Oh well, hopefully I'll be able to get a tablet before my 20th birthday. I'm supposed to get a laptop too, since I'll hopefully be attending Helsinki University department of modern languages. Gonna need that lappy for coursework.
Speaking of school, I've been wondering, why is it that a growing part of adolescents think that education and learning in general is somehow bad? I mean I understand that not all are cut out to read books and that sort, but I know a huge amount of people who are ready to quit after they're done with middle school. I, for one, had no specific relationship with school throughout the time before high school. I barely studied and still my grade average was 8.6/10. Then, when I decided on high school instead of vocational school, things went downhill due to my health changing and school work taking its toll. All in all, high school was a terrible time for me. The only thing I gained were some amazing people in my life. Even if I faced high school with hatred, I never thought about stopping there or switching to vocational school.
My biggest dream has been to study my way into the top University of our country, and getting my masters degree in English translation and linguistics. I wanted to see the world, get a great job with an international translation company and focus my work on books. Then, a year back, I though; "Why stop there?" And so I decided, that once I'm accepted into an university, I'll head to South-Korea and Seoul University in order to start studying Korean linguistics as well. Asia has been close to my heart a long time, and I thought about combining my passions together.
I'm not the one to dream of a family and kids and I realized this a while back. When in a relationship, I tend to try too hard unconciously to become a housewife, and I never had any idea I was doing it. That being said, I ended up smothering my long term boyfriends and then breaking up with them because I felt I wasn't getting enough attention. It is only now that I realize it was my own fault for trying to be something I'm not. Even if I do want a loving, wholesome relationship one day, I am much more driven by achieving things in the career side of my life. I guess I'm a bit self-centered that way.
Okay, rant over, I'm sorry but I thought about opening up about this. It's my blog after all. Either way, I'm writing this from the depths of my bed at 0.12 AM. This new found eagerness for blogging has downright killed my sleeping cycle. I'm thinking about playing some Darksiders II, now that I'm still awake. That game is soooo addicting. Thank you for reading, keep yourself classy!
-mustardmon
Speaking of school, I've been wondering, why is it that a growing part of adolescents think that education and learning in general is somehow bad? I mean I understand that not all are cut out to read books and that sort, but I know a huge amount of people who are ready to quit after they're done with middle school. I, for one, had no specific relationship with school throughout the time before high school. I barely studied and still my grade average was 8.6/10. Then, when I decided on high school instead of vocational school, things went downhill due to my health changing and school work taking its toll. All in all, high school was a terrible time for me. The only thing I gained were some amazing people in my life. Even if I faced high school with hatred, I never thought about stopping there or switching to vocational school.
My biggest dream has been to study my way into the top University of our country, and getting my masters degree in English translation and linguistics. I wanted to see the world, get a great job with an international translation company and focus my work on books. Then, a year back, I though; "Why stop there?" And so I decided, that once I'm accepted into an university, I'll head to South-Korea and Seoul University in order to start studying Korean linguistics as well. Asia has been close to my heart a long time, and I thought about combining my passions together.
I'm not the one to dream of a family and kids and I realized this a while back. When in a relationship, I tend to try too hard unconciously to become a housewife, and I never had any idea I was doing it. That being said, I ended up smothering my long term boyfriends and then breaking up with them because I felt I wasn't getting enough attention. It is only now that I realize it was my own fault for trying to be something I'm not. Even if I do want a loving, wholesome relationship one day, I am much more driven by achieving things in the career side of my life. I guess I'm a bit self-centered that way.
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| Well said, Mister Mandela. |
Okay, rant over, I'm sorry but I thought about opening up about this. It's my blog after all. Either way, I'm writing this from the depths of my bed at 0.12 AM. This new found eagerness for blogging has downright killed my sleeping cycle. I'm thinking about playing some Darksiders II, now that I'm still awake. That game is soooo addicting. Thank you for reading, keep yourself classy!
-mustardmon
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