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Yo,

I'm sick. Like, really really sick. Mom has been writing in cold sweat, fever and a terrible cold for the past week, and of course, I got it eventually too. My nose is stuffy, my throat is sore, my head hurts and I have a 38 degree fever. Oh the humanity!

I've been trying to pass the time, since when I'm sick I rarely can sleep at all. Last night was hellish anyway. I went to bed around 11 PM, feeling really terrible because of the cold. I kept on scrolling through creepypasta in boredom, when I suddenly felt really weird. I thought of it as cold playing its tricks on me, but then my vision started to get blurry and I didn't have the strenght to even lift up my arm. I gathered all my resolve, and wrapped myself into my cardigan as I went downstairs to measure my blood sugar levels. You people do remember, from health ed class, that normal person should have their sugar level around 3-6? Mine is usually from 8 to 20, depending on the day. Mostly over 10, either way. But this time, the meter said 0.2! I had to check it twice, since the device can give false readings, but it kept on persisting. I was crying and laughing and shaking ( normal when your sugar levels are too high or too low, you can't control your emotions at all ) trying to eat cookies. I don't pass out easily, but it was a borderline miracle that I was not in a coma! I blame it on the cold, when I'm sick my health tends to spiral out of control. Coughs turn into bronchitis and pneumonias ( had both of them more than once ), fever messes up my sugar levels, cold feet turn into muscle ripping cramps... The funs of diabetes, am I right? Either way, that's over now, I'm just dead-tired and feeling stuffy. Probably have sinusitis too. It hurts when I hang my head down, that's a sign of sinusitis they say.

Either way, I started passing my time with buying new stuff, again. Been searching for the perfect mesh-shirt for myself, because who doesn't love mesh-shirts. Fishnet is a thing I need in my life, as well, and Dolls kill provided me with a perfect mesh-dress this morning. I was browsing through my Instagram-account and their newcomer items caught my eye.

You can find this item here.

This luxurious piece was 60 dollars and international shipping is 20 dollars on top of it. By just looking at it, I can't wait for it to arrive. They said it takes 4 business days to get here, so I should be getting it around this week if I'm lucky. It's actually a two-piece dress too, since the stretchy tank top under it is a removable piece. You can match both the top jersey part and the tank top with other stuff, and that's why I was convinced to buy this, since it's like getting two pieces of clothing. Other reason was the fishnet, since I've only got one fishnet jersey in my collection, and I felt like I needed another one. 

To be honest, I think I should cut down the online shopping. I've gotten really used to it now, and once I'm out of my parents house, I'm certain I won't be able to keep this kind of consumption up. Guess I'm just enjoying not having to spend money on household stuff other than food, for as long as it lasts. 

I'm off to feel miserable and sick and watch some anime! Keep yerselves classy, everybody!

-mustardmon